Saturday, November 29, 2008

Didn't see that coming.

Wow. Just when you think you know someone they prove you wrong. In my case, the next day. At a moments notice everything you thought about someone stabs you in the side of the skull with a label bearing the word trust. On one hand I want to forgive her and move on. On the other I just started to trust her and now look where I am. My feelings are hurt, my perspective on our relationship has changed and I feel taken advantage of. She says she regrets it wholeheartedly, and I believe her. She has always been honest with me, and told me the day after it happened. I am going to move on with our relationship and look past this. It is easier to forgive than forget. It will not happen all at once, but slowly she can gain my trust. Our relationship is still fairly new and the good definitely out ways the bad. I will continue enjoying her company without second guessing our feelings for each other.

Friday, November 28, 2008

Can I Trust you? Yes. Do I Trust you? YES.

Contrary to what I've always believed, my opinions are worth more to me then to anyone else. My thoughts are boundless traverse feelings brought on by endless entities to produce unequivocal possibilities. In the question of one's self, how do we predict an outcome of our own emotions with a constantly changing perception of outside interferences? Even with an infinite number of situations and results, it is not entirely impossible. If I trust your actions to be well implicated to a predictable sense of familiarity, and I posses assurance in your character, and abilities, I should be able to bestow confidence in your behaviors, but what about other factors that persuade my perspective? I believe there are two distinct catalysts of perception. One would be knowledge developed from experiences attained by someone or something through a related event. The other is our psyche being unaware of unknown contingencies and therefore influences our decisions based upon unfamiliarity. To better understand my own sense of trust I can only account for information provided to me and determine thoughts according to known behaviors and actions.