Live

I want to live with complete clarity, find the best in the worst people, use my talents to enrich others, remember without regretting, serve a great purpose, provide abundant sustainable living for my family, and leave this world knowing I have impacted even one person's life in a positive way.
My soul purpose is to encourage love between those in close contact to me. My Family, My Friends, My Heart knows no obscure distractions. Intently I listen, Steadfast I speak, and Reconditioned I think.
Everyday I reflect on my life, remembering every single moment, no matter how insignificant or great. I acknowledge that possibilities are just potentially infinite-less limitations. I humbly admire all that was made for me, my decisions and outside interferences. I realize all life is but a minuscule molecule of mixed emotions, feather weighted by the slight untouched hand of uncertainty, and everyone positively affected by my coerce affliction is the remaining balance of life itself.

Abundant Joy and Pure Bliss

There you were. An amazingly beautiful burst of light. Your voice- powerful and sweet. Your smile- infectious. Your looks- phenomenal. Your attitude- one of a kind. Your ass- flawless. Our connection- undeniable. When we stare into each others eyes- Nothing Else Matters.
YOU- A calm collection of random pieces of beauty, packed into a sweet serenade for anyones soul. When you were near, my heart was no longer mine. It was all yours. Why you gotta be like that?
Here you are. A cavalcade of glorious emotions. Secret intentions grow unbearable. Just the thought of you brings my mind to peace, my heart to a stop, and a smile on my face. How could you be everything to me? A person behind that grows and gives so much within a lifetime of happiness and understanding, without loving and leaving. You and I could be never ending. Our place on earth is set for God's liking. With all that is good be ever binding. Our love should be purposely living. On this day we will always be. If at all we are less than existing, our time together is forever breathing.
ME- Forever grateful in knowing someone like you is still out there changing lives. You said not to fall in love. But how do you stop something SO BEAUTIFUL.

Didn't see that coming.

Wow. Just when you think you know someone they prove you wrong. In my case, the next day. At a moments notice everything you thought about someone stabs you in the side of the skull with a label bearing the word trust. On one hand I want to forgive her and move on. On the other I just started to trust her and now look where I am. My feelings are hurt, my perspective on our relationship has changed and I feel taken advantage of. She says she regrets it wholeheartedly, and I believe her. She has always been honest with me, and told me the day after it happened. I am going to move on with our relationship and look past this. It is easier to forgive than forget. It will not happen all at once, but slowly she can gain my trust. Our relationship is still fairly new and the good definitely out ways the bad. I will continue enjoying her company without second guessing our feelings for each other.

Can I Trust you? Yes. Do I Trust you? YES.

Contrary to what I've always believed, my opinions are worth more to me then to anyone else. My thoughts are boundless traverse feelings brought on by endless entities to produce unequivocal possibilities. In the question of one's self, how do we predict an outcome of our own emotions with a constantly changing perception of outside interferences? Even with an infinite number of situations and results, it is not entirely impossible. If I trust your actions to be well implicated to a predictable sense of familiarity, and I posses assurance in your character, and abilities, I should be able to bestow confidence in your behaviors, but what about other factors that persuade my perspective? I believe there are two distinct catalysts of perception. One would be knowledge developed from experiences attained by someone or something through a related event. The other is our psyche being unaware of unknown contingencies and therefore influences our decisions based upon unfamiliarity. To better understand my own sense of trust I can only account for information provided to me and determine thoughts according to known behaviors and actions.